Forest of Shadows/ Selfdestructive

Forest of Shadows/ The six waves of woe (Album)

[Music written by Niclas Frohagen 2006] 

[Arranged by Niclas Frohagen 2007-2008] 

[Lyrics written by Niclas Frohagen 2007]

(Translate the lyrics for just it matches my feelings about these days. )

Listen, to the sound of falling 

The decline of a beautiful yesterday 

Spiraling down a pitch black forever 

Into the essence of your desperate idea 

A creation of a weary and exhausted mind 

Feeding upon its own poisoned fruits 

And craving for our final decline 

To let go and be pulled beneath 

Can you hear it, the lamenting river 

The river that has whispered our names 

Once i stared into its cold black eye 

As if tomorrow would never come 

Sometimes i wonder if you do the same 

If you yearn for that deadly kiss 

Wanting to escape your plaguing burden 

And reach out for a moment of peace 

I never thought it would come to this 

That we would end up in this weary state 

Like shades of a forgotten eden 

In constant denial of all that was us 

Killing ourselves to live a lie 

Killing ourselves without knowing why 

Searching for peace but finding pain 

We are suffering from selfish ambitions

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聽，那殞落的聲音......

昨日一場美麗的衰退......

盤旋而下永無止境的漆黑，

進入你那絕望想法的精髓，

厭倦、乍乾的心靈，

正被自己的毒果滋養著......

我們熱切渴望最終的衰敗......

放手，然後埋藏在地底之下。

你是否能聽見？悲鳴的河流......

那河已在低吟我們的名字，

我曾凝望祂冷冽的眼，好像我以後將不會再來。

有時候我好奇你是否也會這麼做，

是否你渴求那致命的親吻，

想要逃離瘟疫般的重擔，抓住一刻平靜......

我從來不曾想過最後會變成這樣，

必須在這種令人煩悶的狀態下結束，

如同陰影籠罩已遺忘的伊甸，
一如以往的拒絕我們，
我們精疲力竭的活在一個謊言裡，
我們精疲力竭的追尋卻無法得知，
為了尋求平靜卻找到痛苦，
我們都為自私的企圖受苦。